Sassy in waiting (2022-24)

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 : 𝐃𝐔𝐁𝐂𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 : 𝐒𝐋𝐔𝐓 - 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆   “ENOUGH!” The acoustics aren’t great, but my voice manages to reverberate. I grab your throat and slam you against the wall. That echoes, too. “I have had it up to HERE with your fucking GAMES, CASTIEL!” It comes out as a bellow of rage and despair ripping its way from my chest through my throat, passing through my lips, feral and guttural. You see my eyes flash with pain-fueled fury in the dim lighting. You glare back at me, your hands prying at my wrist. I squeeze your throat and press you harder against the wall. Your eyes are beginning to water and it makes me… Not 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘳𝘺 . More frustrated. More desperate.   𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘯 ?   I silently beg of you not to make this about 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 pain. I will more than happily balm your wounds and soothe your ego, once I’m sure you 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵 .   My voice is s...

  𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐥, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐛𝐮𝐬. 𝐓𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐅𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤, 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐲 𝐨𝐧 𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐣𝐢. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐮𝐛𝐜𝐨𝐧. 𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞, 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐭𝐨 Cass Inger 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐢𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐦 Our bond is different from anything I’ve ever known. I can’t explain why. I’ve tried, but the words aren’t right. They fall on deaf ears. I have to show you. I have to prove it. That’s why, one night, you wake up tied to my 🛏. The ropes are, miraculously, strong enough to hold you. I was considerate. I put sweat bands on your wrists and ankles before tying you to the 🛏. At first, I only wanted to sleep next to you, to feel the warmth of you beside me. My head was rested against the bare skin of your chest. My hands explored your body experimentally. Not like yours is that much different, ...